screwed....real bad.....crap...

hey guys.

i did a horrible thing. i screwed up a really good friendship. it has been 10 months and yesterday i said something reli hurtful without thinking. i said i would walk out of her life but i didn't mean it. i was too immature to control my emotions and my actions, so i had to pay the price. our friendship sank. if u're reading this, i am reli extremely absolutely positively very sorry. i apologise for my blind actions, my thoughtless words and for what i ever did to upset you. the only thing i want in this world now is to beg for forgiveness. forgive me for i have caused pain and misery. forgive me for the unthoughtful things i have done. lastly, forgive me for ending our friendship. i want a new start. i want to change. ever since you came into my life, i was a different person. you have helped me to change myself. i was too selfish to respect you as a friend. i was thinking too much of what to complain about my life to you that u didn't have a chance to speak. please accept my sincere apology. i regret for what i've done and i shall never do it again. i'm sorry.

messed up life... :(

hey guys :/

my life's kinda messed up right now. it's so unfair...and cruel. my computer got locked down. kapoof. my mom found an admin password for my com, which means, once i start my freakin com, a request for a password will be requested only u can start the com. crap...

oh wells...she promised to unlock it after finals....wtf....

anyways...she threw away my pair of nike! i mean, it's nike for cryin out loud! now i'm stuck wif a pair of pink-unwalkable-unrunnable-pathetic-heavy adidas......which sucks...alot....fuc#

whatever. i have a screwy life anyways. i dun care. but i can tell u this, 'i'm not afraid to take a stand' - Eminem :)

a fun-day on my birthday :DD

hey bloggers! it was my birthday yesterday! I had a BLAST with my frens yesterday x)

eli, sabrina, kar mern and gang and I went to 1U to celebrate. We had lunch at Sushi Zanmai and I paid. After i paid the bill, its like a mob chasing me to give me back the money >< its okay guys...

we watched Cat's and Dogs, it was ok.....i guess.....after that, we went walking around.....buyin stuff....i still can't believe they can spend 20 mins in CRAFT HAVEN! i mean, what's so nice abt crafty stuff? not bein offensive or anything...

Anyways, it was fun. Thanks guys for a great birthday :) when i logged into fb, my notifications were like '... and 50 other frens posted on ur wall' LOL

so long for now :] byee! p.s. this is my favorite smiley>>>>> :]

okay. lets dance.

hey blog/readers. long time no update. ur probably dead/bored by now. i'll tell u what's up lately...

hmm.....my birthday is comin' up. i'm having a 'party' at a theme park. hope i don't screw this one up :P

saturday is eli's birthday. so imma make something special for her and giv it to her tomorrow. hehe ;D

okay. life isn't as great as i thought it would be BUT i'm learning to adapt. annoying ppl can make u go mad....really really mad >:( but i've learned. learned to meditate LOL and look up to the sky. u nid time to notice the masterpiece God has created.

thinking back to graduation day, makes me sad again. but hey, departure is a way of life... :/

alot of happenings........

WOAH! My blog is deader than a fish in the market!

hmmm....where should I start......

CONCERT 2010

A hundred million miracles! :D Flower Drum Song! It's about tis gal who was smuggled into San Fransisco. She was a picture bride (whatever that is). Then this club owner was suppose to marry her but he wanted to marry a club dancer. Yadadadada. Dances were awesome, Diabolo performance (a.k.a chinese yo-yo) was UBER AWESOME!!! It was LED Diabolo in THE DARK! SO FWEAKING AWESOME! And the lion can do a roll over x)

EVOLUTION NIGHT 2010

Uber awesome night at school. Glowy sticks, food, performances...scouts did a barbecue :DD Dance club danced to Waka Waka! There was this guy dancing, he was so PRO! And of all things that happened, the pro-est was still president of WMS Diabolo club! He did 3 SOLO PERFORMANCES!!! There was a crowd. When I was 'performing' to my friends, some lady was filming me O_O' I was literally glowing xD cuz I had glowy sticks around me x)) Can't wait for NEXT YEAR!!!

oh yea, I had braces and blablabla...my boring life story *yawn* I went to Sze Ping's house befor evo night, me and teng. Had an awesome time :)

That's all for now. Sorry for abandoning you bloggie...

Life..............

Whoopee! Spain won Germany! BUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! okay, done laughing.

Had a parents teachers conference on monday. Overall I'm a good student :) On thursday, the ppl performing in our school concert went for a photo shoot. So, 85% of the class weren't present = teachers not teaching anything = free period! During art, I sat next to beth and she asked me whether i want to back to bai xiao (which is my old school), of course i want to! i miss all my teachers, beth misses Cikgu Effendi the most. We might go back during the September holidays, we have two weeks! It's so AWESOME! There's a possibility that I can't go cuz my mom might say: 'Who's gonna fetch you home? Cannot!' D: wth...most of the time I can't go to hangouts cuz of the same old reason >:(

I made sandwiches, TUNA sandwiches! gave them to Eli, Sabrina, Xin-Yie and Sze Ping. They enjoyed it and eli requested to have more the next day xD This proves tat I noe how to make food, without killing everyone who eats it xD

Denise went to the Usher concert. She gets concert tickets often, she's so lucky, I bet I won't get a chance to watch one :/

ANYWAYYYYSS......taht's all for now....bye bye bloggy...

p/s: we haven't got our lockers yet D:<

Horrible week wif a horrible weekend

Well, as u noe, i've had the worst week ever, if u don't, it's the post below.

It all started on a sunday morning...when i woke up because i needed to go to tuition. As I walked downstairs to the kitchen, ooo! Egg tarts! Yay! Yum.....parents come back wif noodles! Munch munch munch, goes to tuition.

After tuition, not well....goes to the toilet, throws up...D: Bro drived like speed racer! After reaching the hospital, throw up at A&E ward :S Passes out...

When I woke up, I'm in a ward, stayed for one night, ate only a slice of wholemeal bread, den threw up again...

Comes home today! Tat's how I spent my weekend, horribly...threw up at least 10 times on Sunday...

Lesson of the day: Never ever eat overnight egg tarts...