screwed....real bad.....crap...

hey guys.

i did a horrible thing. i screwed up a really good friendship. it has been 10 months and yesterday i said something reli hurtful without thinking. i said i would walk out of her life but i didn't mean it. i was too immature to control my emotions and my actions, so i had to pay the price. our friendship sank. if u're reading this, i am reli extremely absolutely positively very sorry. i apologise for my blind actions, my thoughtless words and for what i ever did to upset you. the only thing i want in this world now is to beg for forgiveness. forgive me for i have caused pain and misery. forgive me for the unthoughtful things i have done. lastly, forgive me for ending our friendship. i want a new start. i want to change. ever since you came into my life, i was a different person. you have helped me to change myself. i was too selfish to respect you as a friend. i was thinking too much of what to complain about my life to you that u didn't have a chance to speak. please accept my sincere apology. i regret for what i've done and i shall never do it again. i'm sorry.