Well...hello blog...writing this cuz i need some time alone...
Blogs are like diaries. U can write ur feelings and what u go through everyday.
Anyways, I'm starting to get 'lonely' at school ='( Don't know why...I have been emo-ing a lot recently. It's just like 1 second ur friends, then the nxt thing u noe, u r just a loner sitting at the corner. I have a feeling that everyone in 1L hates me...I have no idea WHY?!?! Am I too annoying? Am I weird? Did I do something wrong? When I ask other ppl, they same the same thing:'No lar....where got?...'
Might consider going to the counselor tomorrow...but I just don't know if it's the right thing to do...sometimes i just feel like jumping off a cliff or just get run over by a car or something! At least I still have Lay Yin and Kristen and my old friends.
The thing is that during lunch, I followed Kristen to look for Mdm Herbet. In the end, we went to Christian Fellowship and I just became happy. Maybe it's because I felt God's presence, and believe that he would protect me...Maybe God sent Kristen and Lay Yin to protect me...who noes :)
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