screwed....real bad.....crap...

hey guys.

i did a horrible thing. i screwed up a really good friendship. it has been 10 months and yesterday i said something reli hurtful without thinking. i said i would walk out of her life but i didn't mean it. i was too immature to control my emotions and my actions, so i had to pay the price. our friendship sank. if u're reading this, i am reli extremely absolutely positively very sorry. i apologise for my blind actions, my thoughtless words and for what i ever did to upset you. the only thing i want in this world now is to beg for forgiveness. forgive me for i have caused pain and misery. forgive me for the unthoughtful things i have done. lastly, forgive me for ending our friendship. i want a new start. i want to change. ever since you came into my life, i was a different person. you have helped me to change myself. i was too selfish to respect you as a friend. i was thinking too much of what to complain about my life to you that u didn't have a chance to speak. please accept my sincere apology. i regret for what i've done and i shall never do it again. i'm sorry.

messed up life... :(

hey guys :/

my life's kinda messed up right now. it's so unfair...and cruel. my computer got locked down. kapoof. my mom found an admin password for my com, which means, once i start my freakin com, a request for a password will be requested only u can start the com. crap...

oh wells...she promised to unlock it after finals....wtf....

anyways...she threw away my pair of nike! i mean, it's nike for cryin out loud! now i'm stuck wif a pair of pink-unwalkable-unrunnable-pathetic-heavy adidas......which sucks...alot....fuc#

whatever. i have a screwy life anyways. i dun care. but i can tell u this, 'i'm not afraid to take a stand' - Eminem :)

a fun-day on my birthday :DD

hey bloggers! it was my birthday yesterday! I had a BLAST with my frens yesterday x)

eli, sabrina, kar mern and gang and I went to 1U to celebrate. We had lunch at Sushi Zanmai and I paid. After i paid the bill, its like a mob chasing me to give me back the money >< its okay guys...

we watched Cat's and Dogs, it was ok.....i guess.....after that, we went walking around.....buyin stuff....i still can't believe they can spend 20 mins in CRAFT HAVEN! i mean, what's so nice abt crafty stuff? not bein offensive or anything...

Anyways, it was fun. Thanks guys for a great birthday :) when i logged into fb, my notifications were like '... and 50 other frens posted on ur wall' LOL

so long for now :] byee! p.s. this is my favorite smiley>>>>> :]