screwed....real bad.....crap...

hey guys.

i did a horrible thing. i screwed up a really good friendship. it has been 10 months and yesterday i said something reli hurtful without thinking. i said i would walk out of her life but i didn't mean it. i was too immature to control my emotions and my actions, so i had to pay the price. our friendship sank. if u're reading this, i am reli extremely absolutely positively very sorry. i apologise for my blind actions, my thoughtless words and for what i ever did to upset you. the only thing i want in this world now is to beg for forgiveness. forgive me for i have caused pain and misery. forgive me for the unthoughtful things i have done. lastly, forgive me for ending our friendship. i want a new start. i want to change. ever since you came into my life, i was a different person. you have helped me to change myself. i was too selfish to respect you as a friend. i was thinking too much of what to complain about my life to you that u didn't have a chance to speak. please accept my sincere apology. i regret for what i've done and i shall never do it again. i'm sorry.

messed up life... :(

hey guys :/

my life's kinda messed up right now. it's so unfair...and cruel. my computer got locked down. kapoof. my mom found an admin password for my com, which means, once i start my freakin com, a request for a password will be requested only u can start the com. crap...

oh wells...she promised to unlock it after finals....wtf....

anyways...she threw away my pair of nike! i mean, it's nike for cryin out loud! now i'm stuck wif a pair of pink-unwalkable-unrunnable-pathetic-heavy adidas......which sucks...alot....fuc#

whatever. i have a screwy life anyways. i dun care. but i can tell u this, 'i'm not afraid to take a stand' - Eminem :)

a fun-day on my birthday :DD

hey bloggers! it was my birthday yesterday! I had a BLAST with my frens yesterday x)

eli, sabrina, kar mern and gang and I went to 1U to celebrate. We had lunch at Sushi Zanmai and I paid. After i paid the bill, its like a mob chasing me to give me back the money >< its okay guys...

we watched Cat's and Dogs, it was ok.....i guess.....after that, we went walking around.....buyin stuff....i still can't believe they can spend 20 mins in CRAFT HAVEN! i mean, what's so nice abt crafty stuff? not bein offensive or anything...

Anyways, it was fun. Thanks guys for a great birthday :) when i logged into fb, my notifications were like '... and 50 other frens posted on ur wall' LOL

so long for now :] byee! p.s. this is my favorite smiley>>>>> :]

okay. lets dance.

hey blog/readers. long time no update. ur probably dead/bored by now. i'll tell u what's up lately...

hmm.....my birthday is comin' up. i'm having a 'party' at a theme park. hope i don't screw this one up :P

saturday is eli's birthday. so imma make something special for her and giv it to her tomorrow. hehe ;D

okay. life isn't as great as i thought it would be BUT i'm learning to adapt. annoying ppl can make u go mad....really really mad >:( but i've learned. learned to meditate LOL and look up to the sky. u nid time to notice the masterpiece God has created.

thinking back to graduation day, makes me sad again. but hey, departure is a way of life... :/

alot of happenings........

WOAH! My blog is deader than a fish in the market!

hmmm....where should I start......

CONCERT 2010

A hundred million miracles! :D Flower Drum Song! It's about tis gal who was smuggled into San Fransisco. She was a picture bride (whatever that is). Then this club owner was suppose to marry her but he wanted to marry a club dancer. Yadadadada. Dances were awesome, Diabolo performance (a.k.a chinese yo-yo) was UBER AWESOME!!! It was LED Diabolo in THE DARK! SO FWEAKING AWESOME! And the lion can do a roll over x)

EVOLUTION NIGHT 2010

Uber awesome night at school. Glowy sticks, food, performances...scouts did a barbecue :DD Dance club danced to Waka Waka! There was this guy dancing, he was so PRO! And of all things that happened, the pro-est was still president of WMS Diabolo club! He did 3 SOLO PERFORMANCES!!! There was a crowd. When I was 'performing' to my friends, some lady was filming me O_O' I was literally glowing xD cuz I had glowy sticks around me x)) Can't wait for NEXT YEAR!!!

oh yea, I had braces and blablabla...my boring life story *yawn* I went to Sze Ping's house befor evo night, me and teng. Had an awesome time :)

That's all for now. Sorry for abandoning you bloggie...

Life..............

Whoopee! Spain won Germany! BUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! okay, done laughing.

Had a parents teachers conference on monday. Overall I'm a good student :) On thursday, the ppl performing in our school concert went for a photo shoot. So, 85% of the class weren't present = teachers not teaching anything = free period! During art, I sat next to beth and she asked me whether i want to back to bai xiao (which is my old school), of course i want to! i miss all my teachers, beth misses Cikgu Effendi the most. We might go back during the September holidays, we have two weeks! It's so AWESOME! There's a possibility that I can't go cuz my mom might say: 'Who's gonna fetch you home? Cannot!' D: wth...most of the time I can't go to hangouts cuz of the same old reason >:(

I made sandwiches, TUNA sandwiches! gave them to Eli, Sabrina, Xin-Yie and Sze Ping. They enjoyed it and eli requested to have more the next day xD This proves tat I noe how to make food, without killing everyone who eats it xD

Denise went to the Usher concert. She gets concert tickets often, she's so lucky, I bet I won't get a chance to watch one :/

ANYWAYYYYSS......taht's all for now....bye bye bloggy...

p/s: we haven't got our lockers yet D:<

Horrible week wif a horrible weekend

Well, as u noe, i've had the worst week ever, if u don't, it's the post below.

It all started on a sunday morning...when i woke up because i needed to go to tuition. As I walked downstairs to the kitchen, ooo! Egg tarts! Yay! Yum.....parents come back wif noodles! Munch munch munch, goes to tuition.

After tuition, not well....goes to the toilet, throws up...D: Bro drived like speed racer! After reaching the hospital, throw up at A&E ward :S Passes out...

When I woke up, I'm in a ward, stayed for one night, ate only a slice of wholemeal bread, den threw up again...

Comes home today! Tat's how I spent my weekend, horribly...threw up at least 10 times on Sunday...

Lesson of the day: Never ever eat overnight egg tarts...

Yesh....

OOOOOOHHHHHH YYYYYYEEEEESSSSS!!!!! I finally got my new computer! Good-bye old crappy one! Windows 7 Baby!

Ok....chillax.....

Cheng Mun text me and said: 'I got the letter. Thanks' I was so darn relieved...cuz, u noe, some of the postmen are plain dumb, and they'll send it elsewhere. I wonder if Denise got it too....hmm....she's not online so I can't ask her...*frens do not take tis the wrong way*

Anyways....I had loads of dreams lately...good ones, bad ones...nyeh....but, i told some old frens, and for once, I'm happy, cuz someone is actually paying attention 8D The best one was still the adventure on the island x) The one I had last night, went really well. You wanna hear it? Nyeh, u won't want too but I'll still tell xP So, I was like grown up and went to uni. And, what a coincidence! Most of the 6B ppl were there too! It was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!! It was sooo cool!!! We hung out often and yadayada. When we graduated with a degree, we threw a party! And, the best part was...Cheng Mun was dating some guy from campus xD lol Dun worry Cheng Mun, it was just a dream, or is it...xD

Well...tat's all I guess...just another post to fill up the space...c'mon readers, gimme inspiration, so i can post stuff to let u guys see x)

Bleh...

Well...another day...it's Wednesday people! and then Thursday, Friday....wadaya know, it's school agian...OMG...

This holiday has been specially boring...dunno why...everyone agrees...oh wells...

I wonder if Denise caught tat rat tat ate her Rockys...xP Oh yea...I had tat nightmare again...except...this time...I see my own grave...damn scary...>< better tell someone...

*Sighh...* I'm stuck with friggin paperwork! Ugh....bloody bills...grr...

This is just a post so it'll be 'updated'...it's stupid i noe...cuz readers nt online so cannot ask for opinions...

That's all for now...bye bye blogg...

CHEESE!!! :DDDD

Once again, we meet again, old dusty rotten blog...stupid soap won't work, what a rip off...

U're probably wondering abt the title rite? Let me tell u something...an ordinary boring day...i was fb-ing, then i saw Denise going online! Yay! I like talking to her...why? Cuz she's like :
1) A Sister
2) An Inspiration
3) Someone there when u need a laugh

also, i needed her address x) so after talking then I asked what random stuff to fill up the random space in my random blog cuz it's not random enough. So, guess what she said...she said 'anything :)' then she gave another idea : school nah, nth to say abt sch...den i said no readers, no opinions. She was like 'I read!!!' So, she said cheese so i'm writing abt cheese.

Cheese is considered as a milk product...WHAT ON EARTH AM I DOING?! This ain't a documentary....okay okay.....moving on...types of cheese:
1) Swiss Cheese
2) Blue Cheese
3) Mozzarella
4) Parmesan
5) Cheddar
erm.....hold on...*goes on google*...hey! guess what?! there's a website called cheese.com xD

Ok...that's all for now...just a post abt reader's opinion xD

Today...

Well...another day to say hello to my dusty blog...*cough*

Exams are comin'...comin...comin...guess what? We had a so called 'small' test on SEJARAH! The world's most difficult subject ever! There were 50+ questions, all SUBJECTIVE! I was late cuz i went to CF~Christian Fellowship (Yes, I am Christian-ish)

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So I just 'barged' in and everyone was like O_O' Then our Sejarah teacher looked at me furiously. Then I did the exam...think...think...think...OMG! I know this! Wait...nope I don't know...so most of the ppl in our class are going to fail...
Exams are coming! NOOOOOOO!!!!

Ate alot of things today. What? I eat when I'm upset....flipped through my std 6 essay file...it brings back memories...and regret...
Look, if I ever hurt ur feelings in the past or present, I'm am extremely positively sorry okay? Cuz I noticed I've changed alot lately...I admit that I've hurt alot of ppl...I just want back those great times in 6B....I don't want to be the meanie...

Enough of sadness...good stuff that happened lately...errrrrrrrrrrrrrmmmmm.......oh yea! My basketball improved! It was PJK and I threw a side ball and it went in-without touching the rim or the board! It was sooo cool! Starting to learn to be humble like Kristen, Sze Ping, Eli, Beth and many many many many many many more...
Woah! I spammed at 'many' :P

Lalala~~~*fall* Hey watch it! Oops! Sry mdm...XD (Tat was RANDOM)
Tats all for now! Time to let the dust accumulate...again...XD

Lately obsessed with...:Pokemon! It's so awesome!XD Owl City :D and...EMOTICONS! it's soo awesome! The world is full of awesomeness...

:v :D :P :) :O :3 :] ;D ;P ;) ;} =D =P =) =3 =O =] XD XP X3 XO X) <)

Normal day in life....maybe a little abnormal...

Well...3rd report in skul saying tat my blog is dead :P so writing this post to fill up the gap...

School was fun-ish. We've got nth to do in foyer so i just do my hw with the 1M students(of course wif KRISTEN =D). We were talking abt the fun we had in 2009 and random stuff...from cookies to children's day to life after UPSR to trashing the class upside-down. It's the right time to talk abt the 'goood timmes...' moments...XD

Lalala~~life as usual, go to skul, get critisised, say '我的球' to sze ping, get hw, go home...lovin chapel every Tues, Thurs and Fri!

Lost alot of stuff...='( Bye bye Science Practical, bye bye moral latihan...rest in peace...if the 'ghost' is found, i'm gonna haunt him like Nightmare In Elm Street XP nah...

Had the same nightmare again...it's still scary...it's like i suddenly faint, then i'm in the hospital. Everyone's like cryin then the doc came and told me I got leukemia...O_O then I went to skul and told frenz...then I wake up...well...it's horrible!

Well...I guess tat's just it...nth else i can say...OH YEAH! Owl City RAWKS and Lady Gaga sucks :P (hope tat cheng mun doesn't get mad at me....)Bye!

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!

Well...hello blog...writing this cuz i need some time alone...
Blogs are like diaries. U can write ur feelings and what u go through everyday.

Anyways, I'm starting to get 'lonely' at school ='( Don't know why...I have been emo-ing a lot recently. It's just like 1 second ur friends, then the nxt thing u noe, u r just a loner sitting at the corner. I have a feeling that everyone in 1L hates me...I have no idea WHY?!?! Am I too annoying? Am I weird? Did I do something wrong? When I ask other ppl, they same the same thing:'No lar....where got?...'

Might consider going to the counselor tomorrow...but I just don't know if it's the right thing to do...sometimes i just feel like jumping off a cliff or just get run over by a car or something! At least I still have Lay Yin and Kristen and my old friends.

The thing is that during lunch, I followed Kristen to look for Mdm Herbet. In the end, we went to Christian Fellowship and I just became happy. Maybe it's because I felt God's presence, and believe that he would protect me...Maybe God sent Kristen and Lay Yin to protect me...who noes :)

Mood Swings....^^...XD....XO..=(...;(

Wow....who knew mood swings are sooo deadly....i was like....frustrated last Friday and....almost everyone hated me...=(
Take yesterday as an example: I was hyper and ppl think I'm wierd O_O... I was crying and ppl thought I was wierd O_O(well....exept Lay Yin and Teachers of course:)

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Mood swings are really really really DANGEROUS! Feeling great and sort of sad right now...Kher Minh came for tuition today :)
I miss my friends....specially Denise, Cheng Mun & many many more...=(
Dun really like the boyz in my class....most of them are really boastful and mean...
Can't guyz be a little more decent these days?!?!
Lastly...obssesed with Owl City :3
Bye bye blog...:3

Lesson of the day: Control your mood swings....or else... :/

Dissapointment...but some1 pulled me away frm it...^^

Today was sportz day!
Worked realy realy realy hard during gymrama.....cheer realy realy realy loud while athletes were running....in the end.......
GREEN HOUSE....lost ='( so dissapointed....
Yellow hus chickens won! Me, Sze Ping and Siew Teng were so SHOCKED! Ju Li & some people were like boasting which made me even more dissapointed. But then, Lay Yin showed up. She was like the burning candle on a dark, cold night. She saw me emo-ing then she asked me what happened. I told her what happened then she said:'Don't worry...Ju Li was just being mean...there's always next time...'

Lesson Of The Day: Friends are sometimes there, But TRUE FRIENDS will always be there when you cry...thanks Lay Yin :)

Good day or bad day...you decide...==

Today...hmm...i dunno if it's a good day or a bad day...lets try listing...

GOOD:
1.No homework =D
2.Had KFC for dinner XD
3.Green house in the lead!:3

BAD:
1.Emo =(
2.Alot of ppl dun wan to talk to me ='(
3.Miss my frenz...
4.Had to live with Mdm. Shirley's sarcasm...==
5.Tried to go with 1 day without eating(In the end got hungry during BM)

50/50:
Nobody listen's to me...untill today...in English class i shouted 'STOP!!!' and the class was quiet...==

So u decide...is it a good day or a bad day...

Quote of the day:Live to play, Play to live...XD

Bloggin'....==

Those who are reading tis....err....follow if u like...comment if u like...BUT, it won't be 'updated' bcuz...

1.Too much hw....(most likely)
2.Lazy...^^
3.Forgot...(most likely no.2)
4.Busy...(with anything, ex:events, hw, exam...etc.)

Dun expect much...(jkjk):D

Live, Laugh & Lol...XD

First Bloggin'~~ =D

Weee!!!First day on blog!!!WOOHOO!!!hypppeeerrringg........sportz day comin'! Green House has certain VICTORY!!!WHEEE!!!!lol lol lol lol lol XXXD